I wish I could’ve been there
I wish I could’ve stopped it
I wish you would’ve called me, because we are now, not a pair
I wish I could have stopped it
in a sense I feel broken
in a sense I don’t know what or how to feel anymore
in a sense I still feel like you can be awoken
in a sense I still feel ashamed
in a sense I feel there’s nothing more I can gain
however in a sense, I know that in you, there’s nothing left to restore
in this dark tract, I will forever feel defeat
in this dark tract, you lie here so lifeless
in this dark tract, still young and beautiful, I wish I wouldn’t have left you alone
in this dark tract, looking at you only adds more distress
in this dark tract, I heavily think to myself all of our future plans are now forever postponed
I guess this is the end of your suffering
I guess I can be content about that
but while you are not here, my life will continue buffering
but at the very most, I know you’re no longer suffering
By Ja’Karra Nelson